Woke up before they sing
Darkness
Running minds running for it
Places where you reach until it breaks
Slipping through your finger
And then again as you build up expectations
You do it to them too
Everywhere
As yourself sits on a fence
Missing the mark that you have set to miss
Intentionally
Without knowing you did
How could you do that to you
This person you grow with
And have held in the troubled waters
Pushing through quicksand
To hear a door close
Sending you back down again
Yell I quit
Watch the words run down your body
Challenging your purpose
You yell at you time and time again
How could this be
To not know how to be kind
To you
With the same mind that is kind
To others
Mostly
Wicked tricks planted to fall in
Set by you to disturb such progress
Or to intensify existence
A maddening hour to comprehend
How could this be
When the physical has nothing left
And the mind has given in
You belong to the hate you have carved out
For yourself
Wanting a change that will never come
As you hold it so hard
Watching like the lions watch
Every inch must be perfect
And every angle smooth
As you build the home on the edge
Speaking the edges language
With scars lining the invisible maze
Drawn by you
Patrolled by you
Constitutionalized by you
What have these dogmas done
Tucked inside a sheep’s clothing
Rabid dog
Eating the truth
Eating you
Your Thoughts