Wonder
Along the inner mind walls
Roller skate the ramps
White turquoise
I wonder
Wandering about the possible
Hands lightly touch the reaching leaves
Bark
Airplane arms
Robot walk though the grocery store
We laughed like school friends
Growing up faster and faster
Oat milk isle
They graced me with hello
Wondering in the mind
Felt like a big yellow bird holding a sign
Proud they said
I accepted their kindness with honor
Giggling child in the other room
Soft music moving through home
The sun gently rising through the glass
Windows open
Fresh air
30 plants dancing seemingly still
Until you see new life
Yesterday travel to a small town in a world filled with randomness
Kick the ball
Soccer
Never random in the universe
Switchback again and again
Hurry
Pause
Rest
Press the grounds
Aroma am
Vanilla Chai
Mix it up
Messages coming in about plans for another time
I sit and wonder
But what about now
Choose to sit and take it in
He reads a book to my farthest left
He looks up fun things on his computer to my immediate left
Just to be
Be here
With them
My true loves
Children of dreams
When the lights blink I will reach up and hold it all
Let it all rain down in the letting go
Certain passages like letters for the storm
Potent diatribes
At the kitchen table gifted by my pal
Good human
Kind heart
Pretty existence
I wonder though
Still wonder
Yellow flashing lights
But I can’t yield just yet
Even though now is ever present
The imagination soul runs the wild hungry
A thirst experienced best through being an example
Weird
Odd
Different timing
Attack with mighty winds
Goofy pawns
With the awareness to choose
You
I am ok
Will be
Have been
They walk through the market
A unit collective
Altruism hearts with free samples
Trust overtime appears
Birth hologram
Over the next line a field of music
Words captured in the moment
Recorded for the world
This is me at that time
Improvisations building a story
The realization there’s always the choice to make and give it all
I placed it here so you could find it and know me
Know that I am alive
Know that you are important to this map of mine
Timelines
My sons will discover truth
That my intentions are truth
And just maybe it will release them
From societal programming
Organically developing their own thing
I placed this stone in your path for you to see
To stop for a moment
Witness
I am a witness to you
Seeing you
Everyone
Witness
Feeling the unspoken
Believing in the collaborations
Gently I wrapped intoxicating nihilism in an old raggedy blanket
Rich with history
I dug a hole under a friendly tree
Started a morning fire
Lit a stick of sandalwood
Said a grateful few words
You served a purpose for me to see what I need
Spiritual literacy
Belief in a larger idea
You gave me courage to go far to the edge
To keep going as my body screamed
Painful as it was
The bright magnitude of light imploded the cold realms
I learned a lot from you
You will always be a moment of time in my life
And I will never forget it
But I have moved on
Picking up the blanket
I hold it one last time
A million memories rush over me
This is the end of the road
The end of our time
Honoring who I was before
To believe in who I am now
I place the philosophy of nothing in its grave
Slowly covering it with dirt
Close to where I buried chickens from the old petit urban farm that once was
Smoothing over the hole
Balancing
Leveling the edges
I sit on the ground and wonder out loud
Alive in the shadows
In the light
Everywhere
Alive again
Open
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