Strings

Slowly

Racing as it were 

What else do I need to do to sense release from my own ambition 

Running animal melody

Its ok to eat 

Even better to sleep 

Should I have another coffee 

Maybe tea this time 

Schedule listening sessions for your next project 

Musical intentions 

Yearning

Should I let this part of me go for awhile 

Then who have I become 

Mountains that are new 

I see myself standing there 

Looking down on a world of before now 

This is my time 

As it is yours 

Reading more material to unleash the cosmic power

Without hesitation the voices require my strength 

To battle them in the darkness 

Waves in sound

Shower me at night 

Other moments 

How did I get here 

Is here the place I shall rest  

Even if it seems like I have been 

This moment is different 

I am new 

Learning again or I have grown in such an evolution 

There are people to turn to 

Scared at times I don’t 

Seeing hues in the sky 

Candles lit every day to ensure my intentions are in place

I light it for each of you 

Sending signals 

Messages clear to the outside that I am here with you 

Frequency nirvana 

Folded pages building on a new shelf 

Looking back on personal interest 

Reads of preparation to help others

Where do I begin 

Seems there’s always a rhythm coming in and out 

Pulse 

I still see them in my head 

Talk to them 

Make amends 

Owning what is truth in the present for me now 

Feels different 

I’m ok with admitting fault 

The only way to move through anything is to acknowledge 

Honor it with everything 

It’s ok to eat 

Even better to sleep 

Lists running like credits fast forwarding next to my head 

When I walk I hear music without playing 

Talking in the world I yearn for others who understand 

To feel they do 

How did we develop such a mold for ourselves to weave through

Busy it keeps the person who wants another thing 

I might always be sailing my own ship in the depths of a larger body 

Not less or more 

Just different 

Humility runs this program 

Celebrate from kind gentle spaces 

They called me gentle at the center of wellness 

Called me kind 

Called me wise 

Insightful mind 

It sits on my fridge all these kinds words 

When my true nature finally picked the lock of trauma 

And rolled out for what felt like the first time 

Life will shackle you to expectations 

Imprison you to yourself until you accept the thing you deny 

Although time has been wasted 

It’s good to be here 

Its ok to eat

Even better to sleep 

Reading in between to expose clarity of thoughts 

Music 

Writing 

Beautiful colors on my hand as I paint 

Their smiles when they finish off a cantaloupe

Smells of patchouli every time I open the silverware drawer

Ghosts I appreciate 

As I do those that have walked in and out of my life 

As I moved through their spaces with a bag of complications 

Wondrous scars and belief in a purpose without fully understanding 

Just yet 

Collapse on this colorful blanket that was never finished by her

Its now part of our story 

Her creation 

Vintage beauty 

And all the subtle breezes coming through the windows 

Doors open 

Brave heart 

Crazy soul 

Scan for the words effortlessly 

Wait in content 

Forget 

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