Hazy Acres

I’ve ran in my head wondering what to do in this moment

The candles are lit

The smoke flowing from sage 

Resting and not resting 

No intentions 

Yet letting go of everything 

Again 

And I aim to let it all go

To let you go

To let them go

To free my existence from all the unwanted 

Passive creatures with ill intent

And the ones who don’t know themselves

Laying in the lying 

Sharp contrast

Dying winds with dying messages

I reject you after facing you 

Never ran

Held up in it 

Watching 

Now I am done 

So go for good 

And I will dust off this final moment 

One last time

And close the doors 

And stand still in my boundary 

For all that has been coming and will come 

Is coming 

And clearing is for my central eye

Heart

And sons

And art 

And soul

And the vibrations that need room to vibrate

Peacefully 

I see you and call out to the dark

Leave 

And leave me 

No more no longer 

Closed door Closed 

Pathway suffocated behind me

Dying limbs

Choking sound

Through a pin hole 

Black ink colors in 

I let it move out and move on

Lit the words and buried them

Scattered the letters in the sky

Marked my body to honor it 

And now its done 

It is over 

It has lived and now it will go

As I move forward 

Through the shallow rivers

To the deeper seas

Again 

As this person 

Free of them 

Guided by the creative 

And the animals

And the showers that reset 

Painting the pictures

Painting the faces 

Drawing the images 

Placing them on the settings 

Letting the squiggly lines move in and around 

A new 

This new 

This offering 

Open and on its way 

This is not an intention

This has already happened 

Witness