She Had The Sugar

Old friends no friends 

What is a friend 

What is a ghost 

At a station in a station 

Holding patterns 

Would like a new vibration 

You sand the surface for new sparkles

She lit me way up 

Instant in the alive mode 

Felt the things in the deeper spaces 

And we have arrived again at the place 

Lifetime membership 

Know the script without looking 

Yet in a mold of self 

Like a floppy fish without backbones 

Early flutters got it twisted 

Me in a pickup truck speeding  

Run child and do it quickly 

Fast information in nervous tells 

Wait for a second 

The door closed and poof

If it were supposed to be it would have 

By darlin

Spoiled milk drips down the back hallway

I can smell judgments in the grocery store 

But its just you and the thought of it 

Smart people living in a predictable box

Car crashed in a thinking place 

Stuck outside

Inside watching in 

Sober psychotic with visions of another planet

Arrest the moment and pull back 

If it comes 

You already had the ticket 

Just a mirror and lots of questions

Just another moment to leave alone

Reframe it to loosen the grip

Here we are again

What has all this work been about

Same child saying the same words in the same moment from the same past

Erasing the word fit

Angry in an angry hat

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