Fake Gold On Real Blades Of Grass

In front of me 

Light 

Clean auora

A new flower 

Early as the singers 

Outside 

I am not ready 

This version of me 

Being seen 

Partially stuck 

Connected

Dark winds

Old tree bark 

Fading

Remembering  

Words with no soul

Directionless 

Pointless past the moment 

Future in pencil 

Why do I stay 

Still 

Partially Frozen 

Remembering 

Playing the scene 

Over and over 

What it means

Meant

Could of been

Playing again 

Each day a little less

While I see the spring

Feeling her movement 

Towards me

Shining an innocence 

Mystery still 

Calmly

Honestly 

Gracefully 

Just

Without comparison 

I still sit

Half way in 

Half way wondering 

Why 

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