Hazy Acres

You were in 

Now its out 

You were there

Now here

One morning its in

The next you are falling 

Somedays there might be a cushion 

Others rock 

In and out 

Being pulled by the strings upstairs

What could possibly be true 

In and then in and then

Now its night time and you dream

Inside dreams 

Inside being in 

Now you’re out 

Real is out 

Real is not a reality 

Then you remember 

Before 

And you see the drawings you made 

From a map to this point 

With zig zags in areas

Things went out  

People in 

People out 

New homes

Same home 

Old thoughts 

But you were still you 

And in was just a version of in 

Then 

And now its in 

And out 

And they are just a moment 

Before the next version 

Little by little

Easier to navigate 

Or decide 

Which moment you will accept 

And the others you will not 

Just to say 

I give up

So I can be in 

And inside in 

Is only me