God knows
Some say
Often enough
When its difficult
To wonder about
A God
Let alone
If God knows
While you contemplate
Existence
Loud messages entering
In the room
This way
No
That way
You should of
When you had the chance
As if I missed the great big boat
Forever
In the body of water
Getting deeper
By the hour
And so on
In their eyes you see the time
In my teeth I see mine
God knows
Whistling into the depth of a night
No visions
Permitted
Past the point of caring
All tucked neatly in
Values from a different time
The generations
How it changed
How we manage
How God knows
With every inch of my belief in the other
Places I see behind my own eyes
Letting loose this goodbye
On eternity
You’re running out of time
A father tells his son
In their eyes
You are without
While you feel full of life
Two things
Not aligned
The life I don’t have
The life that I created
The life they assumed
Before I could
Assume
Such a life
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