Pondering Umbrellas

I cannot tell you why I am haunted by thoughts

Or why small things make me forget things 

Like the risk of it all 

I cannot assume it will be ok if I feel off today 

And the wind could swiftly move me away

How it easily does on days I forget 

While the mind plays inside the aging body 

And a bee dies in the liquid 

With regret because it’s an accident 

I cannot really know the truth 

From the truth you say is the truth 

Yet I can allow such things to be said 

And accept them with my doubts

Like a piano stuck in the wrong key 

It all makes sense 

Eventually 

As the swaying night folds farther away 

From the beginning 

Continuing on as something else 

Maybe

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